It has been almost, really mean ALMOST a year since the last post...huhu...well lotsa things has been going in in my life....lotsa happy, sad, bitter, sweet and sour things going on...well that's life...a bit of everything to make life interesting i suppose :)
Well lets begin with syukur alhamdulillah for the rezeki He has given to me n my hubs n practically my entire family :) "Little one" will be making way pretty soon...hope everything goes well and may our little bundle of joy will bring happiness and barakah in my marriage ~amin ;)
Im already 39 weeks now,just waiting for the "moment of truth" to come...I must say it has been a wonderful experience carrying another soul for the past 9 months...Though I had to go through all the ups and downs being a houseman and at the same time carrying this little one wherever I go, I have to say that I have no regrets...Regardless of what other people say and think, it's definitely a blessing from Allah to be given a chance that not all women would get that is to be given a chance to become insyaAllah a mother. I have to admit, there were times when I was grumpy, groggy and etc, but despite all that, it was a priceless experience...I was never alone during oncalls coz there was my little one accompanying me wherever I go :)
YES it was tiring...and YES my legs were all swollen, aching back, extra sensitive...well you don't have to be preggy to have all of that do you?hehe....
I wish I could share every single moment I went through for the past 9 months but it'll take me forever to put those precious moments into words...what I can conclude is being preggy during your housemanship may be seen as some sort of an "obstacle" by most (esp by my specialists) but don't despair coz when I see other women who comes to the clinic all eager to bare a child of their own, I look at myself and thankAllah for this gift...As my dear friend always say "Allah kan ada"...So wutever my superiors or other people think about me does not matter anymore..I believe that this child is the bestest gift from Allah...Thank you Allah
Don't wanna brag too much, just sharing a 'little' bit of what's going on in my life...hehe...planning to blog more often while I still can..haha....till then, toodles!
